One Look
was enough –
to remember everything.
We are not friends.
Not foes.
But mere acquaintances.
I remember the boy you were,
the spark that was there,
the forever that never happened.
Now you are theirs –
Your baby girl
Forever yours;
while you were never mine.
One Look enough
to remember
we are worlds apart,
to remember everything
and admit it’s time
to let it all go.
Forever.
Its late and I can’t sleep. I have this urge to write but I’ve got nothing substantial to write about. My mind is a maze of thoughts and feelings and I know that none of them really intertwine enough to make anything even mildly comprehensive… While at times I’m sure that, to some, I might sound intelligent and normal; I feel really young and teen-like tonight…help – I’m becoming my pupils! Perhaps even listing off what is on my mind will help me relax and finally find sleep…
-How I love Santa Maria by the Frames. There is a certain magic hidden within this song that I fell in love with the second I heard it over 7 years ago – Have a listen and let me know what you think!
-How Saturday night will be interesting because someone unexpected will probably turn up and make things really awkward all round… God damn immature people and their compulsive need for drama
– How disheartening it is to be working where I’m working….Something major needs to happen to turn the place around…
– How I miss my best friend…why you need to go to college in a different country and be so far away is beyond me 😦
– How I’m slowly but surely getting interested in One Direction… I might be 24 but I like them… Respect!
– How I hope to get tickets to go to see Ed Sheeran tomorrow morning
– How I hope I’m not taxed too much with my wages tomorrow…
– How sick I was today…not nice.. hope I’m better tomorrow!
– How I HAVE to read the new JK Rowling book… even though nothing could ever impress as much as the Harry Potter series (mmmm Rupert!)
– How much I want to try to do something to help these girls in school… I need something to make them believe that they can achieve more than what they think they can… I need to do something out-of-this-world fantastic…
-How tired I am! 🙂
– How there’s this little feeling inside me telling me that something great is going to happen soon and I feel like I’m waiting for it (I don’t even know if that even makes sense to anyone that doesn’t live inside my brain?!)
– How its payday tomorrow! I’m getting my first payment from a school for teaching! My first pay packet from my career!!! 🙂 Exciting!!!
Hopefully having this on paper/screen will help me let it all go and sleep…
Listen to the song!!! They’re Irish, they’re great… the song is perfect! 🙂
Sweetest of dreams to you all! x
Thought Autopsy 